"Hey You...

out there on your own sitting naked by the phone, will you touch me..."

this part always reminds me of Edie in Andy's Poor Little Rich Girl. She is so entrancing. you become so engulfed in her sweet sweet sadness, its hard to stop watching.

Edie inspired is my day today, and probably until the end of winter.

Its simple

" you change all the lead sleeping in my head to gold."

Dont start retreating now, im already dangerously deteriorating.

Dont think Twice its alright

Gah ive been looking for two tone circle shades forever now! the one on the left Chanel's. finally found these chanel-like shades on shopnastygal.com, went to order and they were sold out. GAH

i will keep looking! or hope that they restock...

My little China girl, you shouldnt mess with me, ill ruin everything you are

oh you bring out my inner bowie you lovely lovely litas.

Somethings i need...

DARK LIPSTICK!.... but maybe not that dark, more like a deep red like MAC's

A quarter sleeve black maxi dress...id prefer some lace on it. channeling that witch vibe a.k.a 1996 The Craft. with of course some layered cross necklaces to add to that vibe

pale shades for nail polish. im aiming for the darker shades though

leather military and knee high socks

Consider this cos i cant consider you

" I've tripped again and things are starting to get interesting
Don't give me choices cause I can't decide
My mind is soaked in words
I've come to terms with all my insecurities
And purity's no friend of mine"

Ya You....

.... amused and confused... youre keeping me insane in a bad kinda way not the mad kinda way that i seek. forever just amused and confused at the little things you do to draw me closer and unconsciously; unknowingly push me away.

babe keep pushing, its what i need.

A Simple Desire

A sleepless night,

until day did I shut my eyes

too scared to crawl into bed because of the vast empty that awaited me

the stale cold sheets would be the only to gently but unknowingly cradle me to slumber

I waited all night to see a response

the anticipation crawling through seamless cracks, tormenting even my dreams

all night

decent sleep past 10 i awoke

i held your thoughts close

one word

one simple goodnight

one simple visual to entice my longing eyes

and then nothing

i desperately seek the call logs

and then nothing

you fill my ears with sweet simple desires

love

do you not feel the empty of the bedsheets?

do you go to bed in ease?

i long to be free of this ailment that ties me to the bed of despair and sorrow

ill keep you close in heart forever

but distant in mind

a small simple desire that fuels animosity

a small simple desire with such a strong hold

set me free

straitjacket

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zK97lcKUiVQ

sink into this

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" why youre the prettiest wallflower I've ever seen, I wonder why it is youre so alone."

We are a brutal kind

"in our darkest hours, we have all asked for some angel to come sprinkle his dust all around. but all our crying voices they cant turn it around."